Like D-Wade And Gabby Union, We Are On A Break (Sincerely Yours)
Can love be paused? Can feelings be put on hold because “we are on a break”? Isn’t a break the bus stop before breakup and heartbreak?
Life was sweet until I met you. Your presence in my life took the sweetness to a level I never imagined possible.
There is no doubt how I feel for you. I said it first, “I love you“. Everyone around us knows I love you. If this were a movie, that would be the beginning of our happy ending.
But life happens.
And in the midst of it, my feelings remain unchanged. I don’t know when yours started changing, but without you saying a word, I could hear you.
Indeed, actions speak louder than words.
I did all I could to make you happy. But when you are done, you are done.
There is only so much I can do. I can only try again, these many times. When I got to my limit, I had to ask.
We have done “what are we?” This time, it was “what are we doing?” Where are we going? Are we even still together?
According to you, you still love me, but there were a lot of other things. Apparently, love is not enough.
When love is not enough, what is a man in love supposed to do?
You wanted it. You wanted a break. I said all I could to change your mind, but your mind was made up.
There are only so many tries I have, to get you to change your mind. If I pressed more, I will be in a relationship all alone.
The last three months have been hell on earth. No one to share my thoughts with. No good morning or good night. I had forgotten what it felt like to be alone.
This hurts so bad. My only consolation was that it wasn’t a breakup. But I must ask, am I fooling myself.
Life without you is difficult. Unbearable. And I don’t want to get over you. I am struggling to get used to being alone. Honestly, I don’t want to get used to life without you.
If I get used to it, there might be no coming back.